The new me

So, I have turned over a new leaf with the new year. A bit cliche, but the truth. I guess I needed something to give me a push or a milestone of a fresh start. This new leaf involves me being ready to take what life gives me where my career is concerned.

Yes, music is my everything, but thanks to the state of the world music can only be a couple peoples everything and the rest of us get pushed away and labeled not good enough by the world.

So, although this saddens me to the core I have resigned myself to the fact that maybe I will hate my job for the rest of my life. That this is now a distinct possibility. Where my hobbies are what makes my life happy, not my job. I don’t know if I can live this way, but it might just have to happen.