I just got an email from my Aunt Jan. My Aunt Cathi is dying. She has cancer and the doctors have just told my uncle that her body systems are shutting down. They are bringing her home today for hospice care.

I didn’t know she had cancer.

I haven’t seen her in over two years.

I feel horrible. Last night I celebrated my performance, and my aunt is dying.

I had no idea.

I wish I could go and see her.

There probably isn’t enough time.

God. Tell her I love her. Make sure she knows. Tell her I am sorry I never made it out to see her. Tell her I am sorry for the fight between her and my Dad that never allowed this journey.

Tell her I love you and that I am sorry.