(via haveabeagle) Yesterday was Kiki’s birthday. I didn’t remember, but my mom told me. I cried. I expect that I will cry every couple weeks until forever. I miss her horribly. One thing I always have to remember is that she is here, but sometimes it is so hard. She was my child, my sister, and my best friend all in one. I lost that all in one day. I miss her so bad. This beagle isn’t Kiki, but it looks like her. I feel like crying even just writing this post. Sometimes I feel like I missing something…then I remember what it is…..

(via haveabeagle)

Yesterday was Kiki’s birthday. I didn’t remember, but my mom told me. I cried. I expect that I will cry every couple weeks until forever. I miss her horribly. One thing I always have to remember is that she is here, but sometimes it is so hard. She was my child, my sister, and my best friend all in one. I lost that all in one day. I miss her so bad. This beagle isn’t Kiki, but it looks like her. I feel like crying even just writing this post. Sometimes I feel like I missing something…then I remember what it is…..